Ellen and Portia
I like when our skin touches. I like waking up to you. I like looking at you. I like when you feel me. I like when you touch me. I like knowing that you are mine and I am yours. Come with me and fly again. I have a board with your name on it. Not the fire wood from the night before burning like the sun over the ocean. I have a board for you. A new board a story board. It shows our story. It shows all that we need to see!
I cant stand to see what I am affraid of seeing. It still makes me sick. You still make me sick. I hate that it is back to normal. Forgotten like the coldest of days once summer starts. I am no longer a wave in your life I am a just a lonely ripple.
Fuck the happiness that once filled my heart. Take it all for you. Take it all. Take all of me and leave me high and dry.
Remember when I was all you wanted to see. Now I sell my secrets for a buck. I am broken and bruised. Empty and used. I no longer see the sun rises I look for the sunsets. I pray for my days to end. My blood boils when you are around. I sometime collapse and find myself on the ground. My heart is exploding from pumping so hard. It refuses to let me go it is forcing me to hold on.
<3
YYYYYEEEESSSSSSS
LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE HER!!!!!!!!!! <3
FUCK!
(via pinktacolovers)
Oh this feeling is oh to familiar.
i’m finding it impossible to believe that anybody is actually this happy.
I agree… I thought I was once. Then it was all a lie.
I will take your hand and run until you cant breathe. I will lay you down and watch your lungs collapse. I will stand over you watch your world go crazy. I will sympathize with you as I remember the memories of feeling the same way when you walked away. I will look at you for the last time realize that the hurt is no longer there. I will realize that I am staring at a stranger. Collapse lungs you are no longer what I know